Saturday, November 1, 2014

Ex girlfriends....
Punches in the mouth...
Stabbing in the heart...
Mindless nonchalance...
Why did I let her in?
How did she wrap me around her finger?
What made me think she was mine?

You broke my heart, my spirit and my soul...
You tore from me what little hope I had at everlasting love.
You left with the boy that you chose over me...
Now... Just as my heart has healed from your betrayal, you've returned to stir the pot, or pour salt on the wound.  You are evil. Evil incarnate.  I was free from you, yet now I suffer from the idea of you here. My town. My space.

I question my every move. I hope to all hell you aren't there. Every pub. Every cafe...the grocery store, video store, the bus...fuck even walking down the street, I hope...nay I pray not to see you.
You broke my heart. Stomped on my hopes and dreams.  You moved away and it all went away, yet here and now you have come back to stay. Of the cities in all the world, you had to come fuckin come back to mine. You are selfish and ignorant. You are a liar and a cheat. Sympathy you will not receive in this life or the next. I loathe how you treated me, whether or not I failed you, your reaction was an act of sheer cowardice, and shall never be forgiven.

Bottom line...
Go fuck yourself you stupid small minded self involved douche. Leave me be and get the fuck out of my town.
 Namaste.
R